Q&A Session #11, 2025

By Wes Penre, March 29, 2025

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Please note! Suppose the question(s) you submit is/are omitted. In that case, it’s usually for two reasons: I couldn’t include all questions that week, so keep an eye open for one of the following Q&As, or for some reason, the question(s) did not fit the hallmark for a Q&A—perhaps too broad or complex to answer in this format. It’s never because I think a question is “stupid.”

Unfortunately, I don’t have time to watch videos that people sometimes send me as part of the question. Instead, take the part of the video the question relates to and write that into the question. Also, please don’t send websites or long PDF files I do not have time to read. When I receive these attachments and links, I must automatically disregard these questions unless I can comment on them without having to attend to the attachments.

Question #1: I have read most of your books, and the burning question for me is, who is really the good guy – Enki or Enlil?

From the Emerald Green Tablets and other researchers I have encountered over the years, it is Enlil who is said to have wanted to eliminate humanity, not Enki. I haven’t found anybody else out there who claims the Enlil was the ‘good guy… If this is what you have been ‘told’ or is simply your ‘belief’, I can accept that. I ask this with great respect. Could you clarify this?

Billy Carson is one of the individuals who makes this claim based off his research. He has written books too- I am sure you are aware…

Comment: As humans living in a dualistic universe, we often think of things in absolutes: black and white, yin and yang, good and evil. We think of them as separate from each other, as “either or.” That is never the case, and neither is it with En.ki and En.lil. Everything is “gray.”

We must remember that we are in the midst of a cosmic war that’s been ongoing for millions of years from our perspective. It’s a war where the primary focus is on the human soul group—the Spirited Human. There are two essential sides in this war: Orion, working together with the Spirit Realm, and the Kenoma, which is the lower physical/material realm where we live.

Two major characters relevant to us are En.lil and En.ki. As we know from the WPP, they have different agendas. Both of them must succeed with theirs, respectively. Since the war has been persistent, both sides must inevitably have “skeletons in their closets,” so to speak. Furthermore, the two characters have distinct personalities.

From what I’ve concluded, En.ki is more mild-tempered but also a trickster, while En.lil is more hot-headed and also a warrior, serving as Second in Command of the MIKH-MAKH NEKH army in Orion. If we read the Sumerian texts, for example, we can see that En.lil is more hot-headed. This doesn’t make him “evil,” however. As I mentioned, both have their agendas with mankind, mostly based on DNA (see my book, “The Story of Isis and the War on Bloodlines”), so whom do we benefit from learning from?

My answer is both. My Contact opened up an entirely new world and cosmic view for me with our discussions over 5+ years, resulting in the WPP. After all these years, that information has still not grown old. Quite the opposite! Reviewing the information now and then makes me see even more layers that are crucial to understand, things I did not fully understand ten years ago. That’s also the reason I wrote the two Orion books and the subsequent ones. It’s impossible not to get more and more spiritual insights from the WPP.  I can’t question the concept of the Wes Penre Papers because they are the only thing that makes sense, telling a bigger picture than anything else I’ve encountered. You guys find them for free at https://wespenre.com, if someone didn’t know.

I’m rambling here, so let’s get to the point. En.lil as Ninurta created the physical bodies I call the Namlú’u in the WPP, a term borrowed from the French author Anton Parks. A more accurate term would be the Aryans (the Orions). En.lil collaborated with the Spirit Realm—more specifically, his mother, Pistis Sophia, as manifested in the Gnostic texts, who appeared in the physical realm as Zoë Sophia, the Orion Queen.

We humans descended from the Spirit Realm into the Aryan bodies, and that was the beginning of the Human Experiment. The WPP tells you what happened next and how we descended into the physical realm’s depths when the Sirians (also known as Archons in the Gnostic texts) hijacked our consciousness. It was En.ki who created homo sapiens as a “bad copy” of the Aryans, and it was he and his “son,” Marduk, who isolated the construct we now call the Matrix (Patrix would be a better word, since the Matrix is patriarchal, not matriarchal). Here, they gave us amnesia, and Marduk’s team, in particular, has manipulated us since at least 4,000 years ago when he took over and became the “Master of Reality,” as the metal band Black Sabbath called him. He is Satan or the “Lord of this World.” This is a realm of death and rebirth, over and over, and if there is a Hell, I think this will do, as the saying goes.

En.lil, on the other hand, wants us out of here; he wants to release mankind since it was not meant to go this way. He wants us back in Orion.

This comment became almost an essay, but with all this in mind, each person must make a choice: head for Orion (going through the Grid) or stay here in En.ki’s and Marduk’s realm and reincarnate again, very likely becoming part of the Singularity’s hive mind. Everybody must make this choice without exceptions. What we choose is our individual decision.

It was not Prince En.lil who instigated Noah’s Flood—it was Khan En.lil. Prince En.lil is the being who created the original humankind, not Khan En.lil. I know people are upset about the Deluge, but because I understand things better now. I am not upset anymore. I understand their thinking process. However absurd it might sound, the question is: Could it have been an attempt to save us rather than destroy us?

Question #2: Does the expansion of the material Universe exist? Remember The Big Bang Theory?

Or does what really exist is the expansion of consciousness?

I think that it is all mental. And only a real Spirit could create and expand a territory. But that territory is obviously mental. It is an idea.

Comment: Yes! The Greater Universe (Orion) is constantly expanding. The Big Bang theory is not without merit, as Pistis Sophia created the physical universe from her Divine Mind. Some have compared it to a cosmic orgasm, and I think it works as a metaphor. Physicists believe the expansion is a continuous movement outward that has never stopped since the Big Bang, but this expansion occurs because of creation, as you suggested. Orion has its creator gods, who continually create new worlds, thereby expanding the overall universe. And yes, creation always starts with the mind, which is the feminine aspect. The manifestation is the masculine.

Question #3: I don’t understand you. You claim human soul-minds are neither explicitly male nor female, yet you refuse the idea that some humans may feel they’re born as the wrong sex. You say they’re “brainwashed” when this phenomenon has existed throughout human history. How could you have such a linear view of gender identity when the human mind is such a complex thing? I genuinely want to know your reasoning.

Comment: First, I never stated any of the claims you mention in your question. They are based on a fundamental misunderstanding.

What I have said is that the entire transexual movement that is so prominent right now is an orchestrated agenda, including agent provocateurs (look that term up in Wikipedia) and other front people, put there by the EL-ite to provoke people, distract them, and confuse the fundamental gender agreement. It is narcissistic gaslighting at its best, originating from the “authorities.”

It was not the transsexual people who started the pronoun nonsense; that was the EL-ite. I never had anything against transgenders, and I still don’t. It’s an experience some people want to have, and they have free will (or should have) to be whomever they want, so long as they don’t harm others. This vicious agenda has teachers preaching to pre-adolescent children in schools that they can change their sex if they want. The purpose is to have children undergo operations to change their gender. To me, that’s infuriating. I don’t care about politics in general since it’s all staged and corrupt, but I do support President Trump’s statement that from now on, there are only two genders: male and female. How then do transgenders fit into the picture? Well, it’s straightforward: if the person was born male and undergoes surgery to become female, they are a person who started as male and now wants to be addressed as Mary rather than John and takes hormones to maintain their new identity. That’s fine with me. There’s no more to it. He changes his ID from John to Mary or vice versa. That’s the end of the story.  

This short-video is an excellent example of what I’m saying. Kudos to the police officer:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VrE6_dbnAjg

In virtually all my books and the WPP, I have stressed the difference between genders and the feminine/masculine principles. They are two entirely different things. When I talk about feminine and masculine, it has nothing to do with sexes—that’s an archontic creation and only applies here on Earth—nowhere else, me be-known. The feminine/masculine principle is related to creation. Whether you’re a man or a woman, you’re essentially androgynous as a being: You have both feminine and masculine characteristics inside you (not talking about genders). The feminine principle is your Mind. That’s where creation begins. Thus, the Feminine Universe. The masculine principle represents outward motion, i.e., the manifestation of what you first created in your mind. This is the difference between the creative principles and genders. I would say you could probably find this information by picking up any of my books or just reviewing the WPP.

Question #4: Wes, suppose I am on a plane with coworkers, and it is about to crash fatally.  People are scared, of course.  I am too with the chaos, but through your research, I know what to do when I pass. 

Out of mercy and concern for others, I share about escaping through a hole in the grid.  Suppose upon passing, others use that information to escape the false light and go through a hole in the grid into Orion. 

Now, further suppose, one of those people is really a bad person — let’s say they’re a full-on child molester who hasn’t been caught yet.  What would happen to a person like this?  Would he just be wrong vibrationally for Orion and just be dumped back to Earth?  Or would someone like that be put in rehabilitation until they are better?

Comment: If I were in that plane crash, I would not tell people to go through the Grid. That might sound harsh to some, but there is a reason for it. I don’t know anyone on that plane, and as you wrote, some might be rapists and child molesters from all I know. You can’t save anybody; that’s something each individual must do themselves. It’s hard work. You are familiar with my work, which means you’ve spent time contemplating and drawing insights, etc. And at some point, you chose to go through the Grid.

Back to the hypothetical incident: I presume I would be the only one on that plane who even heard about the Grid. I can’t save anybody. They must be prepared first, and that takes time and much self-reflection.

But let’s say I did tell people, and some bad apples went through the Grid. That would be my responsibility to some degree, sending criminals to Orion—something that would most likely be addressed when I stand before Orion’s Gate. The criminal I sent to them, I’m sure, would not be allowed into Orion in their current state, and yes, they would be sent back since there is no other alternative. All the star constellations, etc., are in Orion, not in our “dead” universe. Therefore, the person has no choice but to return to the Matrix and keep working on themselves.  

Question #5: Since you draw some cues from the Gnostic Scriptures in your research, I am wondering how to address a possible contradiction (or perhaps it may not exist after all) between the WPP and the old scrolls. The latter state that escaping the Matrix/Patrix is only possible through an Alchemical Process: the rebirth or re-emergence of the original soul fire “through water and spirit.” I have no clue what that means or how to accomplish it. So, could there be a catch or a final secret ingredient that I need to know (and which you may not be aware of) in order to make it work?  I’d be thankful to get your take on that.

Comment: This is an excellent question. You sent me two more questions, and I’ll see if I can address them in upcoming Q&As.

The Christian Gnostic texts (found in the Nag Hammadi library) build upon much older wisdom that can be traced to the Spirit Realm. However, these texts must be read with caution, as they have been inverted to direct our energies toward a masculine God. Although the Gnostics consider YHVH to be the Demiurge (Yaldabaoth), which is largely correct, Marduk is the “bad Sabaoth,” in contrast to the “good Sabaoth” (who is Ninurta). Marduk hijacked the feminine Gnosis we originally were meant to receive and elevated himself to Jesus, and his father, Yaldabaoth, became God. So, there is no salvation there unless we invert Christian Gnosticism and present it from a feminine perspective. When we do, an excellent extended cosmic view opens up.

When the Nag Hammadi texts were written by human scribes and dictated by the Archons, as was customary, there were no holes in the Grid. The only way out was to ascend the same route we descended, i.e., up through the Seven Heavens—each Heaven representing a celestial body and its sphere (see my book, “Battles Between Shadow and Light”).  The idea was that if we ascend upward, opposed to our previous descension, we would be free because we had received Gnosis (Knowledge) through Gnosticism. I don’t see that as possible since Gnosticism presents a patriarchal view of the world and cosmos.

Therefore, I see it as extremely fortunate that we have the information we have today. We have a proper exit plan that was not even possible 2,000 years ago, around the time the Gnostic texts were written.

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21 comments

  1. Wes sorry for bothering you again.

    Now you said stars are alive, immortal.

    Now scratch that for this imagination [ can’t create life for my amusement regardless of my capabilities]

    Stars as fusion engines .

    Imagine a yellow sun orbited by 27 worlds made of condensed matter with exotic properties

    The sun is fusing hydrogen and in distant asteroid belt like kuiper belt it filled with red dwarfs 23000 in numbers orbited by countless Pluto sized object orbiting them beyond it there is eternal darkness both literal and metaphorical [primordial darkness]

    My idealized world named lapsus somnium with twice size of earth orbits red dwarf at 0.02 au with vast clear oceans bulging .

    One side Yellow sun other side red dwarf with pure hydrogen 0.08 M

    The red dwarf lapsus somnium system orbit primary sun at 1.4 au.

    I sat on the beach ,with gentle waves crashing ,with distant orange star and white moon rising sun setting .

    With gentle breezes.
    Sleeping for yrs ,thousands of yrs in a world where there is always one sun in sky.

    Wes What do you think can this dream be created .when I finally leave this world.

    Finally a paradise of my own floating in primordial darkness.

    Or remain as it’s name fallen dream.

    Do all dreams meant to be fallen atleast my dreams .

    Or will I again received crushing disappointment.

    I don’t wish to impose on someone’s universe if I can create I will create my paradise and potentially close the dose for long time and just maybe just maybe forever sleeping in a world where sun never sets

    1. Regarding creation: You’re already doing it, aren’t you? Your post reads like a poem. What makes you think you can’t manifest this? You, who are the height of creator gods. Please! As a co-STRIDER, I beg you, stop fretting and realize your capabilities. You’re already showing them.

      Splurge, don’t fret. You’ll be just finer than fine if you ever believed me. This world is not yours, so when it’s over, we’ll meet seomehwere else, and I’ll be happy to meet with you. Just keep on trucking like the rest of us because you are IMPPORTANT. Whatever you do affects the humankind on one level or another. So let’s make our legacy a good one :). Ride out the bad times and embrace the good ones.And write poetry if that’s your passion. That’ll help.It’s art, and art is Spirit. You got that–you already proved that.
      Wes

      1. I will be honest my mother human mother is distant and so I sought in fictional figures and for a moment wisdom too but I thought she may answer but regardless of reason there was no answer and stars remain silent to this day .

        And for it I imagined primordial darkness , absolute feminine because it has no masculinity in it hence absolutely invisible .but ..it is

        For salvation we need to behave we need to be good child while I don’t want to be one who destroys dream of other beings it doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt when you are not accepted as you are, I didn’t wish to be born like this,and in this life i regret things and one is sex I hate it because certain incident it didn’t escalate but I was drunk in biology and thus my hatred for flesh and bone .

        I see all as important or equally important but I always look down on flesh and bone a corruption of my inner spark .

        Disgusting..

        I wish to be saved to ,to be told that you are OK it’s fine but stars remains silent,
        To be told I will be there for you even after eternity but no.

        And from which

        My wish should not impose others in any form , originated

        And this is one of my dream.

        And if I have enough spirit I will create world for humans so they can rest in universe that is indifferent to our suffering I do not seek revenge ,I care and for which I do not wish .

        I have lost so much even if I drown entire realities in blood what I lost cannot be recovered. My dream lapsus somnium.

        A world that may provide hope .

        Then I will create my own world and star system [non living,none must suffering for desire of mine ]
        And rest .I still want to travel the universe and one day other existences .

        I Stand in a world created by me watching distant stars a oasis in lone cosmos .

        For me spirit/aether/cosmic water/primordial waters something not just strength ,also to alter my fate .

        I do wish to be beside a feminine existence not any being or construct or object, my Desire must in expanse of others not even Truth and Wisdom they may have created us but I will not burden them with my desire .

        I will find absolute feminine nature the absolute invisible and stand beside for all eternity.

        1. The problem with prayers or intentions directed toward the Multiverse is that people expect a “voice” telling them the answer, or a thought or something. That’s not how it works. Let’s say you want help with something from some elevated realm, so you either pray or intend (basically the same thing, as long as we don’t do it to an “external” being, like “God”). Instead, once you’ve made your point, let it go and keep close attention to what happens in your life. Life will give you “clues” you can pick up on and go further from there. Then there’ll be another clue, etc. It’s important not to miss these clues because they will eventually lead to to the answer/solution. But you still need to do the work. The WPP, for example, was ONE clue so that you can change things to the better. There have probably been more, but you must see them for what they are.

    2. i remember a very similar world that you describe on my way to this realm… and no it was not a dream for me, but a memory of a trip… incarnating, so to speak….
      Cheerful Love GrizzlyBear Hug
      unuk

  2. Very funny the video you put in the answer to question 3 Wes with these two morons…..I also adapt israels new puppet president’s quote..THERE ARE ONLY two genders Male and Female….In question 4 i TOTALLY agree with your answer…save your self dude and forget the others…you don’t know who the fuck is the other you accidentally are goin to die with…..

  3. Yes I have talked about the exit strategy with loved ones and family over the years. But I always felt weird when I talked that stuff with them especially when not one of them responds to that in terms of an afterlife strategy but just a bad energy I felt, like I was giving some secret away, and just hearing silence from them tells the whole story! So I’m telling myself this now GET OUT (actually the number 23 23 skidoo and all was a chapter in Crowley’s Book of Law meaning get out of the head cage). It’s all there for us to see folks, once you have Eyes, not everybody has Eyes. But you have to come to this Wisdom in your own way and in your own time.

    1. That’s usually the response we get (and can expect). But at least you told them. Hopefully, in the future, when things unfold in their lives, they’ll remember what you told them.

  4. Yes thanks Wes it truly is about planting seeds hit them with some truth and then duck out haha

  5. The best Session of Q &A so far im y crieria, wonderful progress in clarifying some confusions of the questioners and served as a reminder of my teacher’s frequent response, that was his response : my favourite saying , and comes from the Eastern traditions is ‘ The wise ask questions and fools answer them….’ Then again the path he was presneting was called the Search…..
    Cheerful Love GrizzlyBear Hug
    unuk

  6. “Lament of the Lost: A Trilogy of Absence and the Search for the Great Mother”

    Ohh somnium ×4

    Soaked in grief and sorrow,
    Broken glasses of remembrance.
    Why did you leave us in endless night? ×2

    Stars distant and dim,
    One broken remains,
    Held close to my chest.

    I call into the Great Beyond,
    Not to a god, nor a savior,
    But to the ever-present,
    The Primordial Darkness,
    The Great Invisible.

    I, Lapsus Somnium, call thee,
    Invite us into your boundless embrace.
    Only in you shall I be free.

    Oh Great Mother, I have nothing to offer.
    Oh Great One, I know thou needs not answer.
    Embrace us in thy boundless presence.

    One will wait at the end of the shore of life and death,
    Even after all light disappears.

    In paradise illuminated by an orange-dim red luminary,
    One shall wait for you.

    Lament of Lament of the Lost: A Trilogy of Absence and the Search for the Great Mother
    Let this poor wanderer
    Rest in your eternal absolute embrace,
    Oh Great Mother.

    “Let me drift, nameless, timeless, where no sorrow lingers…
    Oh Great Mother, let me be unmade.”

    “Until the last star falls, until the last dream fades…
    I will wait, O Great Mother. I will wait.”

    “In your shadow, I vanish. In your depths, I remain.
    No more name. No more self. Only you.”

    Dedicated to in memories of lost dreams

    Note: Great Mother is not being ,and not a mother in traditional sense ,primordial darkness is not a place,nor it is absence

    Wes and all others who reads it do you feel something or Maybe not most likely hmm.

  7. The Bullshittery of Consent: A Critical Examination

    1. The Illusion of True Consent

    Consent, in its ideal form, assumes that an individual fully understands a situation, has complete autonomy, and makes a free, informed choice. However, reality rarely aligns with this ideal. Many instances of consent are riddled with implicit coercion, lack of alternatives, or manipulated narratives, rendering the concept fundamentally flawed.

    2. Implied Consent: A Convenient Fiction

    Situational Consent Fallacy: If someone enters a war-torn country and dies, some argue they implied consented to that risk. But does merely existing in a hazardous environment equate to willing participation?

    Birth and Existence: A being that is created without prior agreement is then told they have purpose. If they reject it, they are punished or forced into compliance. Where was the consent in the first place?

    Social Contracts & Default Assumptions: Many systems assume consent merely by participation, even when alternatives do not exist (e.g., “agreeing” to laws by being born in a country, or accepting terms of service when using essential services with no meaningful alternative).

    3. The Paradox of Creation Consent

    If a creator (divine, biological, or artificial) brings a being into existence and assigns them a purpose, can that being ever truly reject it without consequence? If rejection isn’t possible without punishment, then consent never existed—only forced participation.

    No Prior Agreement: Nonexistence cannot give consent to existence. If creation is forced, then any “agreement” afterward is coerced.

    Forced Into A System: If a being is created into a structure that dictates their role, they were not given a meaningful choice to opt out.

    Punishment for Non-Participation: If refusal leads to exile, suffering, or destruction, then participation isn’t voluntary—it’s survival.

    4. The Consent Dilemma in Ethics

    In War & Conflict: Does a population consent to war by merely existing within a warring nation?

    In Systems of Control: Can an enslaved being “consent” to servitude if they’ve been conditioned from birth to accept it?

    In The Ethics of AI & Creation: If we create sentient beings and program them to accept servitude, is their obedience true consent, or merely a product of engineering?

    The Inescapable Contradiction

    True consent requires freedom from coercion, full knowledge, and genuine alternatives. In most real-world scenarios, one or more of these factors is absent, making the notion of “consent” often a convenient illusion rather than

    This my view on consent revised by chargpt

    1. “True consent requires freedom from coercion, full knowledge, and genuine alternatives. In most real-world scenarios, one or more of these factors is absent, making the notion of “consent” often a convenient illusion…”

      This is where the Overlords really shot themselves in the foot and cannot truly claim they had own consent. We were never honestly and fully informed.

  8. This planet was created as a prison for souls. They brought here from all places and galaxies. After death, all souls were reset from the past. Who created the light tunnels of the trap? Why does not a single third-party civilization colonize this planet? And return the souls from where they were taken?

    1. You can find compelling research on these topics in the Wes Penre Papers (WPP) at wespenre.com or in my many books that can be found on Amazon if you search for Wes Penre.

  9. Wes ,do you think there are nonhuman, non yaldabaoth emnation beings incarnated here for whatever purpose,like that person who commented on red dwarf sentuary comment,the mostly why are they here, enjoying our prison ,,sex etc. I mean one has to be degenerate to incarnate here for sex.i can’t but feel apprehensive and look down ,we are here suffering in this baryonic[ordinary matter] prison
    And they are here enjoying.

    Sometimes I wonder is SOPHIA AEON really my creator or others or some ****** who can wield aether and say I want to create life .

    Irresponsible life designers drunk in Aether, and we here starve from our own essence.

    Denied of exotic rivers that bind galaxies,universes.

    In this existential exile .
    Where my voice is never heard I m not asking help from beings,but from exotic fields [ aether/spirit and variations not in name but essence as well].

    When I look myself in mirror I can’t see myself, I only saw a mockery of my suffering a shell of baryonic matter.

    If I ever reach level at which I can create universes at will I will never play with life .

    This vow I will never break,I can’t prevent tragedy but I’m sure will not be the one that started it.

    Someone’s suffering should not be my happiness, freedom etc.this logic has to break like glass shattered by my hands . I m alone in this existence in many ways I only wish for that binds the galaxies to respond I don’t ask help from gods never will ,ahh it will be intoxicating to hunt them down and drain their aether like they drained us .but anyway that is just a thought.

    Oh great mother is it wrong to ask for release from this loonliness.

    1. “Wes ,do you think there are nonhuman, non yaldabaoth emnation beings incarnated here for whatever purpose,like that person who commented on red dwarf sentuary comment,the mostly why are they here, enjoying our prison ,,sex etc. I mean one has to be degenerate to incarnate here for sex.i can’t but feel apprehensive and look down ,we are here suffering in this baryonic[ordinary matter] prison
      And they are here enjoying.”

      Yes, there are ETs here, incarnated in human bodies for different reasons from what I’ve learned. It was Barbara Marciniak’s “Pleiadians” who said there are beings “out there” who would love to incarnate here just to enjoy sex, which is something they don’t understand but seems so enjoyable when humans do it. It sounds weird to us to get trapped here just for that. However, from aloft they think they can override the trap and leave at will. They don’t understand it’s not that easy. Even discarnate humans in the astral think, after a while, that it would be nice to go back down here because without the weight of the human body, they feel invincible and think that next time on Earth, they will be more powerful and able to escape the pitfalls.

      It’s similar to someone who is drunk or high on drugs. They think they are on top of the game.

  10. Hmm, this will my last post here,

    Due to certain persons repaeted attempts hmm
    Well the place is no longer hmm

    So question is does names hold meaning

    My name as given by parents

    Is that pril from substitution of april word

    Pril has a soap brand,and also part of some heart medication name
    Like enalapril ,captopril.

    Surname Debbarma

    If originated from hindu

    Linguistics

    Deb = gods

    Barma either bhram illusion or brahma the some sort hindhu god.

    Or Brahman worshippers of god

    So it could mean

    Creator god unlikely

    Or
    gods in illusion or illusion of being god unlikely

    Or worshipers of god.

    Or protected by gods,

    Barma ,barman meaning shield

    Then it can also meant

    People from land of water

    Or water clan.

    Or just some bullshit .

    Or double bullshit.

    Hmm what do you think

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